so as the official week since we last spoke has now past...im left with the question of whether or not I should text or email the ex and wish him a Happy bday...of course im getting mixed reviews from all my friends. Im still on the fence as to what to do. A part of me wants to take the higher road (which to me is not to say anyting to him) while the weak lil pathetic me, wants to text him something like this " happy birthday (write his first and middle name). hope u enjoy your day, wish I could be there to celebrate it with you, i love u and hopefully next year I can be with you to celebrate your bday!"
yup thats what I would want to say to him but of course I wont!! for the overwhelming feeling that he will only not respond to me and if he does then all he will say is "Thank you" or respond really late tonite or even tomorrow or not at all!! yes well this is the battle im facing. and of course i know that his whatever she is that he is talking to has already sent him a msg and probably called him...whatever u know what im thinking bout that its so not fucking fair that he has many a times and most likely still does invade my fuckin privacy! my life to him is an open fucking book! while i have only inavaded his privacy on like 3 ocassions and when I did it was like i was the worst girlfriend ever meanwhile this asshole constantly looks at my things.
but anywayz, again im fine cuz im doing just great and dont need any of this shit and one day i will read all of these pathetic thoughts...
(sorry for the typos)
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Text him..well u did that already and dont text again...u wont have any reason to call until next year
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