Really????

so as I got of the phone with the ex, i wondered to myseld what the fuck did i really miss? someone who calls to get a rise outta me! no thats not it! the conversation was one of those fake ones in which he tells me that he is only calling to "see how you are doing" well asshole if u really wanted to see "how i was doing" u wouldnt have blown me off after the last time i texted u! he then goes on to tell me he is talking to somone new and that its fairly recent and that I shouldnt be upset because once i start really dealing with things that I ll understand. To this i responded that I was fine and that Im not upset that he is talking to someone new! I mean why would I be upset after 8 years of dating an 7 months after our break up that u are talking to someone new? and in a way I am really ok with it mostly because I feel that now I can move on, I now know for certain that I never want to be with him again! I mean the thought of him fucking someone else doesnt sit well with me, but shit thats life. I'm also fine with it because no matter he will never forget about me and when he brings the girl over to the apartment we shared together most of my shit is still there so HA! and every other immature thing I can think of! Its not that this other girl will replace me because I cant be replaced I'm too amazing and played such role in his life that she whoever she is will never achieve unless of course he marries her and they have babies then yes I will def be replaced! but its like when Mr.Big married Natasha (the idiot stick figure) he still wanted Carrie! and he will always want me! maybe not want to be with me but at least Ill be stuck in his head forever....well at least for now......